My friend read my posts and said, "You are very deep...ever thought about writing poetry?" I let her know I dabble with it from time to time and that I'd post some soon. Her: "I'm ready cuz u take a person somewhere with ur words!" So, before I go to bed tonight...
Beautiful dreams or miserable nightmares
It's your choice in the end
Are you going to waddle in a puddle of doubts, misery and shame,
Or will you pull ya britches up and continue climbing up the right stairs?
If happiness is what you seek, then happiness is what you'll find
Shoot, I don't know about you,
But I had to reboot my mind
You see, it was full of negativity, self-doubt, shame and fear
It was full of insecurities, unworthiness and other bad things I seemed to commandeer
I held on to the past, couldn't seem to let go
At least I thought I was holding the reigns
But my past was actually running the show
I messed up many relationships
Never thought before I spoke
But I played it as if THEY were wrong
Humph. I was actually the big joke!
Then, I looked around one day
As I was sitting all alone
In my house full of misery
So, I decided to pick up the phone
Nobody answered.
Hmm. Let me try this again!
Patience is a virtue.
I knew I had at least ONE true friend!
So, I fell to my knees
Jesus, He's the ONE!
Y'all don't know how much I appreciate
God's only begotten Son!
He took me through several tests.
I turned them into testimonies.
I let go and let Him guide my path
I kid you not, that's when my phone rang!
It was my best friend...
"Are you okay? I miss you, Dear!
We can never do this again!"
And forevermore, if she's in my life, I'll continue to win!
Beautiful dreams or miserable nightmares
Let's just say, "I sleep great at night!"
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